i've got both a headache and requiem still inside me. i'll probably be deleting that sometime.

augh fear. i don't like fear. i have too much of it. even a very mild fear of movies is a bad thing i think. at least i had already seen the green mile. that one desensitized me (though it took six months of painful memories recalled alone in the dark to do so).

school is great. it's giving me a vacation!!!!!!!!! i paint and listen to music oh-so-much.

okay i really have nothing to say again.

i'm trying to dissolve physical desire from everyday interactions. i have many doubts as to potential success. well i want to cut down, at least. it's always nice in theory and dreams, but it screws up everyday relationships. i'd rather have friends. i guess i just like people too much for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RWiggum14: loser
Miffified: hi.
RWiggum14: s-a-r-a-h
Miffified: hi
Miffified: hi
Miffified: hi
Miffified: hi
Miffified: hi
RWiggum14: um
RWiggum14: right
Miffified: hi
RWiggum14: how now saratio?
RWiggum14: thou art well i hope
Miffified: sure, why not
RWiggum14: david=gross
Miffified: yeah i guess
Miffified: he's just a poor little homo, he can't help it
RWiggum14: just b/c i imagine him saying it
Miffified: yeah
RWiggum14: in his slightly semi-british accent
Miffified: i try to block the image
RWiggum14: i'm shuddering
RWiggum14: and i don't shudder at much
Miffified: cause you're BAD to the BONE!!!
RWiggum14: i know
RWiggum14: what're some good circle discussion ?'s about Heart of darkness?
RWiggum14: how about, and this one is Spanish-class-today-inspiried, "What was the Freudian symbolism behind Kurtz?"
Miffified: oh hi ryan
RWiggum14: oh hi
Miffified: fdl i never read it so i cant help you
RWiggum14: u don't have to read it to make questions
Miffified: hows this: i dont know anything about it
Miffified: relate sleep patterns to the writing style
RWiggum14: ha
Miffified: like rhythm of breathing
RWiggum14: ok stop
RWiggum14: i know where you're going
RWiggum14: sicko
Miffified: haha
Miffified: but seriously you could make a good question liek that
RWiggum14: mmk
Miffified: kmm
Miffified: mickey mouse klub
RWiggum14: :-)
RWiggum14 signed off at 10:30:16 PM.

you MUST see vanilla sky! forget the ill-written reviews and go see it and die and come back to life.