thanks ryan. thanks for connecting with me and caring.

oh it would all sound so ridiculously sappy if it weren't "real"! fabulous how even ricky recognizes its worth.

tonight was beautiful for me. i felt finally i had closure with people from my childhood from whom i'd been separated by adolescence and all its social and self-imposed evils. of course i'm different, but now somewhat connected. thank... the universe for having a soul.

man, i love hugs.
especially matt fields-johnson's hugs!! he gives great hugs!!! fantastic and fabulous hugs!!!!!!