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are you alive, jonathan?

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i have x's on my hands

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i'm in love with radiohead. they're really great. them and all their friends.
www.radiohead.com is the best band website ever created. not that i've been to tooooo many.

i really am going to be totally depressed for about the next twenty-some years.

maybe forty.

i hate this government.

god damn it.

i hate cigarettes.

i think i'm going to take all that tobacco out of the entire box-full of twenty cigarettes and tape all the papers together and all the filters and make one big fat cigarette. it won't be any longer than a normal cigarette, but it'll be twenty times fatter. that's one fat cigarette.

i really wish ani difranco would write better lyrics. i like how her diction fits with the music, but it's just not good enough. geez. some people are so lazy.

i hate low goddamned artistic expectations.

and by the way, i don't see not eating cheese or milk as any kind of sacrifice. it doesn't PAIN me. i actually have always greatly preferred eating unaltered foods, anyway. when i'm apart + able to think in my right mind. it's just this goddamned corrupt society. my mommy brought me up good.

i hate society fucking with everything. why on earth would ANYONE eat white bread, other than the fact that it's there and cheap because the government sucks. it's so nasty and fake. it's bleach in bread. kind of disgusting. and what on earth is the accomplishment? stupid fucks.

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i miss the simple days.